His son also revealed in a statement that Mick 'changed' during the first Covid-19 lockdown, saying: 'He seemed down and depressed and seemed to have black cloud over his head'.
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Kirk told the coroner at the Chelmsford inquest that he had prayed for his father and even bought him some lottery scratchcards to give him 'hope' he could beat financial problems and retire.Ĭandid: Speaking in a series of Instagram videos, 33-year-old Kirk said he hoped discussing his experience would help anyone in a similar position His girlfriend Samantha Keahey told coroner Lincoln Brookes: 'He believed he was being conspired against'.ĬCTV from the day of his death showed a worried Kirk arriving at his father's house at around 3pm - an hour after Mick was last seen - first using a ladder to look into a bedroom before 'running' to grab a hammer and smash his way into the converted pool house through several windows. Love you all.'ĭuring the inquest, it came to light that Mick was suffering with financial difficulties and sold his Aston Martin, Range Rover and a van, and cashed in his private pension. I'm now going to graft as hard as I can for the rest of my life to make myself proud and my dad proud. Do everything for my kids like my dad did. Kirk - who is father to five-year-old daughter Violett and son Harry, four - concluded: 'My dad is resting. If I can stop one person from killing themselves, I have really made an impact in this world.' 'But listen I have got to talk about this and people, if you don't want to hear it I'm not being rude but you can unfollow me. I was near on a year last year but then I had a little wobble when my dad went. 'I'm three months sober, that's the longest I have been sober. That's the only image I have got of my dad of how I found him. 'Obviously the image I have got in my head will never leave me. He explained: 'I know a lot of people who have already dealt with what I'm dealing with and said it doesn't get better, it gets a little bit easier to deal with. Kirk also revealed that he relapsed after his father's death, but is now 12 weeks sober. I don't care what anyone says my dad is my best friend. But that's just my brain telling me I'm not ready for it yet. All the talks and chats that I have had with my dad feels like it was a dream. Kirk continued: 'It feels like my dad died when I was a baby or something. Speaking to his 59,000 followers Kirk said: 'If I can stop one person from killing themselves, I have really made an impact in this world.